January 2009
15 posts
Good day so far..
Bought two GA tickets for Fall Out Boy this morning. It was fucking $100.00, but so worth it. I’m stoked, super stoked.
Mood: Yay! Music: Modest Mouse - Missed The Boat
All smiles.
Lifes been pretty good lately. (minus the bad things.) I’m going to cuddle with my kitty now, goodnight..morning… Whatever.
Mood: Happy Music: MGMT - Indie Rokkers
You live life like everyone's an enemy.
I like the line between your belly and your thighs The smell of your hair The sparkle in your eyes The smoke in your breath The breathing hard and heavy The back of your neck The shine on your Chevy The moon was so big when I drove it to the levy, girl I found blood and I saw stars All in the backseat of your car And I told you it was love But you don’t wanna know the truth I was...
Baseball.
A.R.: So he hit on me and he told me he was a pitcher.
Me: What's a pitcher?
A.R.: A pitcher is the fucker and a catcher is the one who gets fucked.
Me: Ohhhh, then what are you?
A.R.: I don't know... I play all over the field...
Me: Ahh... I see.
A.R.: So what should I say to him tomorrow?
Me: Just be like "Hey... Ummm... You wanna play some baseball? ;)"
I am
confused.
G.I.N.A.S.F.S.
Mike: I tried to go buy an iphone today and I couldnt because they wanted me to put down 500 bills deposit.
Me: Oh wow, that's lame.
Mike: At&t is str8 homo.
Me: Nothin wrong with bein homoooo.
Mike: It is if youre republican.
Me: Hahah, glad im a democrat, lol.
Mike: I'm an independent
Me: Does that mean youre bisexual?
Mike: That means i think youre an amazing human being
Me: Hahahahah
I had a good night last night.
Watched this today:
With the GSA group from school.. I teared up at least three times.. It’s a must see.
I hope I don't break your heart/thanks for the...
It really sucks when people you don’t like, like you.. I’m not good at rejecting people which makes me feel like I’m giving them false hope but I really don’t mean to.. Ugh, this is a problem.
Midterms start tomorrow. I’m gonna fail.
Mood: Okay. Music: The Microphones - The Moon
Endless searching for something made of nothing..
So according to my mother my sister is marrying the wrong man.. This really sucks because I can’t recall a time when my mom was wrong about something.. I hope I find the right person someday.. but for now, I just want someone to cuddle and listen to Copeland with at night.. To ride bicycles with in the summer.. To take random walks with.. Someone that appriciates my taste in music, and that...
I (don't) pity you.
I feel like I’m stuck in this house.. this town.. this state.. this body.. I wish I could be you for a day or two.. Or maybe three. I want to pack my bags and move to a new place. I want to see new faces. I’m sick of this weather and this routine and I’m really sick of the way you make me feel.
I want to meet someone new who’ll knock me off my feet. Please…
Mood:...
Realizations.
I kinda feel like I lost my left side. Thank God I’m right handed.
Mood: (In)complete. Music: Arcade Fire - Neighborhood 1
How I wish, how I wish you were here. We’re just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.