2:26pm
I’m having kind of a hard time making decisions and a good friend told me: “Think about it as 10/10/10.. What will benefit/effect you in 10 days/10 months/10 years.” I honestly think that was one of the best advices I’ve ever gotten.
I’ve always wanted to have a better life than my parents, have a really good job, go to a really good school, buy a really big house, and not have to almost kill myself working for money.. And honestly, now that I’m thinking about it realisticly…. The chances of that happening are extremely low. I have this lack of talent that limits my career options, and if you really think about it, what are the chances of me being a well paid graphic designer/photographer in a world full of them? Maybe I’m losing hope… But I’m forcing myself to accept that my future most likely wont be as bright as I want it to be. It kills me thinking that 10 years from now, most the people I know will still be middle class citizens, who work hard at their shitty paying job for their shitty paycheck. I hope that made sense. I think I’m thinking too much cuz I’m stoned off my ass.
I want to go to Barnes & Noble…
