I think I’m too ahead of myself..
I feel really disconnected from everyone and everything right now. Maybe it’s because I haven’t had much to do lately. I always end up feeling like this when I have too much time on my hands to think about my life and the people in it. Honestly, I really just want to drop out of school, work full time, live on my own, and go on a vacation. I wanna go to Italy. Or London. Or maybe Spain. School just seems like such a waste of my time now. I’m behind, and I still have a long way to go, and I feel like I have bigger and better things to do.
I’m buying a bike soon. This summer sounds so promising. I wish my cough would go away. You puzzle me.